Embrace The Unknown And Uncertainties

Soon, one day or hopefully today, you’d realize that worrying is no longer doing you any good. You’d realize that it’s starting to waste your time which should have been spent doing what you enjoy. Time that should have been spent doing what you are passionate about. Time that should have been spent helping yourself…

Thankyou 2019

2019 gonna be my unforgotten year so far. Its not my best year actually, but I learn a lot, got new experiences and best opportunity also on this year. Turn back to December 23 till February 10, when Im in my KKN project and volunteering myself for post disaster program and trying to recover them…

Forgiving the Unforgivable

Perlu waktu beberapa lama untuk tiba-tiba mendapatkan kata-kata sederhana namun merekam banyak hal yang terjadi selama beberapa tahun kebelakang, rasanya paduan kata ini sangat tepat dan memberikan sibakan demi sibakan kejadian yang mendewasakan. Kata itu aku temukan saat berada di sebuah toko buku. Saat berjalan di antara jajaran rak dan lamat-lamatku berhenti ke sebuah buku….

how does it feel?

How does it feel to be the one & only? How does it feel to be someone’s one priority? How does it feel to be worth loving? How does it feel to feel people loves you even youre such a mess? How does it feel to falling in love and got same feedback? How does…

Alive

-yesterday- 4 july Fall seven times Standup eight Been falling too hard Chasing happiness Ending being sick and down Im survived The soul already dead Heartless human Im becoming Wanna got the right one The fate not compromising I jump into deep black sea The weakest one got drowning Almost dead -today- 5 july The…

Appreciate

Today, I learn something new. Found someone interesting on social media. At first, Im sorry already judging a lot about her. I describe her; she wears too much make up, her blush too red to see, her hair changed into many colours, her instagram feed full of selfie and sometimes thats irritating. I know, Im…

Principle to Live By

Twitter spreading new issue, when theres a girl tweeting about how angry she is when a man dating her with running shoes, and she already got a lot effort to being pretty with her makeup on and preparing anything to look perfect. My reaction toward those issue : Dont focusing about the running shoes. It…

Vesak Day

It was indeed a magical night. Cant describe how happy I am to see this. Feel being like Rapunzel on one of Tangled’s scene. Melihat mereka bersenandung, berdoa dan bermeditasi. selalu senang melihat ibadah umat agama lain. sebuah keindahan dari keberagaman dimana aku ada di titik takjub & berterimakasih akhirnya ku menemukan kedamaian dalam diriku….

Tired

Take me to wherever, where nobody’s couldn’t find or knows my self. Take me to any place that I will find peaceful day Take me to real home that I never feel before Get so tired with this small town, crowded and bored home. All my life was really got me to scared

A rocket to the moon’s playlist

On this night, I randomly choosing my playlist. The decision stop to A rocket to the moon’s playlist. The first song played, “Like We Used To” this song hits me then, my mind wandering around, “Does he watch your favorite movies? Does he hold you when you cry? Does he let you tell him all…